| "Dark Have Been My Dreams of Late..." |
[Mar. 9th, 2008|11:17 am] |
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| | LUNA SEA - Loveless | ] |
I had a pretty disturbing nightmare last night. I would say they are becoming more frequent; maybe 2 a week or so. Normally, it's more like once every other month. I used to write down my dreams and take a look at my life and interpret them, but I've been too lazy to do that recently.
Afterwards I woke up and tried to figure out what could be going on in my subconscious that would cause it. When I first learned about psychoanalysis I was able to figure out the meaning behind a sort of nightmare that I've had all my life. No, it had nothing to do with repressed sexual desires for my father. It was a big discovery, and it made me realize something that I really needed to get sorted out.
In my nightmares someone is always trying to kill me. Last night I distinctly remember just wanting the person to kill me and get it over with. I woke up before that happened, but I know it was about to.
I was too shaken to go back to sleep right away, so I ended up watching The Two Towers and then playing Final Fantasy Tactics. Of course I ended up forgetting, so DST confused the hell out of me yet again. |
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| Friends Only |
[Mar. 1st, 2008|06:45 pm] |
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| |  calm | ] |
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| | Dir en grey - Drain Away | ] |
Friends Only because... I have absolutely no idea.
I will probably add anyone that takes an interest in me because I'm so desperate.
My journal will most likely function as a writing journal because I already have too many notebooks, and a bit of a nonexistent social life.
Feel free to leave a comment to be added if you share any of my interests! |
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| Welcoming Myself |
[Mar. 1st, 2008|12:43 pm] |
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| | Room | ] |
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| |  okay | ] |
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| | The Mars Volta - Cavalettas | ] |
I think I'm addicted to creating blogs/journals. This is maybe number seven? I just can't... stop. |
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